Am now 33 years old and completely out of touch with school. But it creeps back insidiously. Am just a by-stander watching the old gang bonding on facebook with niceties and hearty echanges as though time had never passed. I feel steadfastly ignored even as i send feelers to old classmates. Sigh! is there no acceptance even after 17 years for creeps who just didnt know how to fit in and made the fatal error of deviating from tried and trusted paths.
there are still people out there who are treated like gods-with respect and awe and i just clutch my heart in pain and envy - oh to be so there! can i go to school once more in my lifetime - just to undo everything i did and recreate a new past.
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